Tuesday, 1 August 2017

Lost Love

When you walk on my shore
On naked feet
Under heartless sun
Its burning heat
Under moon that's gone
With its soothing rays
With a parching heat
One name it says
You look for brook
You look for creeks
You look for rivers
With no water in it
But an ocean of love
With water sweet
Silently comes
And wets your feet
Heals your wounds
Fades your scars
With your memories washed
Of pain and wars
But tell how far
Will it search how far
In the tar
Black tar of a mirage
That wasn't there
Why don't you care
For your heart there
Why don't you come
Under love's care
Such endless love
You can find nowhere
But you never allowed
The love to reach you
You never allowed
your heart for a rescue
But you went alone
To a mirage you see
You think its your destiny
Sweet water of
the ocean of love
Now salty turned
With tears of blood
But you never looked back
Never heard its cries
You walk along
By a river that's dried
You walk along and
When lost in the horizon
And there is no hope left
That you would come
The death of a lover
The death of a poet
The death was silent
Nobody saw it
The pain that he felt
Gave rise to the sun
His moon of passion
Now its gone
Just salt water left
In the cold ocean
Reminds the world
Of another love . . . .
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Another love that's gone. . . . . . .

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Open Eyed Sleep

Lying On the floor
In an open eyed sleep

With a chest dug deep
With a heart that weeps
Of spilled out blood
With a memory heap
Lost out in flood
With an all time trip
To the outside world
Its cold
precious like gold
But cant be sold
Difficult to hold
Its cold
But cant let out of it
It has to be taken
Its a compulsory gift
With a heart thats broken
With a soul thats killed
There's nowhere to go
When your fate is sealed
It was a life with wounds
that cant be healed
It was A life with a heart
that cries
and forgets to beat
Such Dark pain...but
no one can cheat
There can be no escape
From this black hell heat
then Life becomes
a one way street
Leading to the end
Which holds the Cure
of all known pain
Which knows no gain
Which calls no name..
Where darkness reigns
Marking the end
of life's game.....
In the end
It all comes to this
That

Lying on the floor in an open eyed sleep
Lying forever in an open eyed sleep....

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Journey

In the world of solitude
I am never ever understood.
The meaning of life
I have never ever understood
Why am i here
The reason's not clear
Like a hazy fog
Like a broken log
Like memories
of a silent song
Thats coming along
Thats passing along
Through the dark
Darkness that has filled my heart
From the start
Start of a new
Unknown life
with knowledge of a few unknown strides
I had started my walk
On the path
Thats lain by them
I just silently watched
Like the fate of a puppet in another hand
Like a pet of a master tied with bands
My life before me Stands
Enough of moving in other's hands
I'm tired of doing what others want
I now Cut the strings that're tying me
I now shut the mouths that are lying me
Look at them they are crying at me
To stop my track..
But i have started my journey
I will not look back
Till i reach my goal

I wont look back..

Monday, 31 July 2017

Death of a poet

The process is a flow
The reason unknown

Got to go low
To see how its done
The helpless screams
The nightmare dreams
To feel how it feels
To kill someone
To make him bleed
The innocent pleads
Till blood runs dry
The killers arise
To claim their prize
Dont be in surprise
To see those murderous eyes
its pleasure to them
they could not bear him
those black hearted men
even heaven rains
to wash the remains
nothing left now
just an empty soul
the world so cold
has reached its goal
killed the man
who once lived a life
of misery and sacrifice
but still he lived
rhymed a few words
a gift he received
when he found a few hearts
for a minute or two
they used to understand him
with a pat or two
they used to leave him
behind
never a second thought
in their mind
never they would rewind
those few minutes
emotional kind
but those few minutes
was all he needed
but still in his soul
for more he pleaded
for someone
for some more time
who understands more
than just words rhyme
but alas
his hopes were too too high
his drops of tear never dried
cruel the world
attacks the weak
attacks so quick
few moments of pain
a hell of blood reign
suck out emotions
dry it to the last drop
kill they kill
till all his rhymes stop
satisfied they leave behind
someone of their own kind
and search for the next man
arouse their lust of destruction
again in their short life span
prowling silent
in the cold night
with the newborn man
of their own kind
who searches with them
to continue the kill
to continue the will
of the black heart
wish he could come back

but never he will
never he can
the cut's too deep
his death was ensured
HIS POEM WAS WEAK.



Freedom

Switch on the system
Leave your fear
Turn on the volume high and clear
Let go the music
Out too loud
For it to reach onto the clouds
Revive your senses
They are so dead
Break all the fences
Run out instead
Don't stop yourself
from running free
Just start your track
i say 1 2 3
Run run
Fun fun
Just leave your bed
Run run
Fun fun
Run till u r dead
Just blank your head
Let memories fade
Don't make yourself
as heavy as lead
Just throw your load and run instead
Run run
Fun fun
Just feel the sun
Whats u thinking
just carry on
Free your thoughts
Let them flow out
new ideas in mind
Just Let them sprout
Break out..........!
Of
the meaningless rules
Made by some fools
Tell them that
here nobody rules
But now wait
stop
Think again
Now we are out
its our game
We make the rules
And play in our name
Some get fame and
Some get shame
But this is not the end friends
We will never be alone
New generations will come
To do it again
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and continue to run
to continue the run.......

Man vs Life

Man as it goes 
is the most clever of them all,
not physically strong
but conquering them all.
Man vs man always inevitable.
Man wages wars
for greed insatiable.
Man wins,
man loses,
man slaves,
man chooses.
What man wants,
nobody knows it.
Over his deep dark core,
man paints peace lore.
Peace acquired through war.
But that piece of peace is superficial.
The war within is whats real.
Truth vs lies,
good vs bad,
keeps man sane,
makes man mad.
That never ending war,
what life is.
Scars after scars what it gives.
Some scars heal,
some scars peel.
Some put a mask and go on with it,
some try to mask and fail at it,
while some sell masks and gain from it.
But mankind is not that weak.
Once in a while rises a man.
Who needs no mask,
who does what he can,
who does have a plan.
Shows light to darkened souls,
becomes hope to one and all.
To achieve a certain goal
 in his stipulated lifespan.
But his idea, what his legacy is
It lives on and waits to see.
To see the rise again.
To see the new day begin
and wage the war of man vs life
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with hope for life to win.

The Lonely Girl

Life's unfair
Such a tricky affair
Here and there
Gives multiple dares
Made me aware
Of my many despairs

Sitting alone on a chair
Somewhere i stare
Just a glimpse i get
Of another soul
Similar to me..?
I felt my heart beat
stop for a minute...!
A second it was though
Time had stopped
as I nervously moved my feet
She looked back a bit
Beautiful she was
With her glass eyes
Covered with glasses
In open disguise
Her hair so straight
With brown stripes
Looked down mostly
When in my sight
People's noise surrounded us
A comfortable silence divided us
What can i do ? i thought
As i was collecting all my guts
To stand up and walk
Towards her
To say something or the other
Like in the movies they do
Start with a cheesy line or two
But in her eyes i saw
A sudden change
Searching she was
That was strange!!
It is a fake smile
Or was a fake sadness
Whatever it was
It ended my madness
My Legs stopped
Heart started
Eyes rolled
As a smile began to unfold
Glass eyes shattered
my glass dreams
I sat back
Calmed my inner screams
She was never alone
Of course not...!
A man walked to her
And she smiled and talked
I calmly got up
and paid my bill
Put a full stop to all the thrills
But i turned back
For a short stare
Met back with nothing
It was common ..not rare
Realizing again
As i left my chair

Life's unfair
Such a tricky affair
Here and there
Gives multiple dares
Made me aware
Of my many despairs

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